I hope that you have been able to bear with me. Life has been forever a birthing process for me and perhaps I tend to whine from time to time. I blame it on being human. Maybe you see it differently. I am all ears. I live, I learn, I listen. I'll be completely honost with you....my life sucks! I cannot abandon those around me that depend on me. Perhaps there is a little codependency going on here but I can't see it clearly. My salvation is my practice, no matter how sporatic it becomes. Battles with lonliness serve two puposes. On one hand it draws me deeper into awareness but on the other it sometimes makes me feel less human. Others around me, my peers, as there are not enough thereabouts that share my passion for inner cultivation, live their lives differently than I. Solitude is my constant aquaintance and it often makes me sad.
私達は私達によってが私達によってが苦しむことから自由である幸せな5 月である健康な5 月であるように!