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I do interview well, if I don't say so myself. As a Leo and an introvert, I often find myself in conflict. Love to rule, be top dog, control the situation but I also like to be left alone and in many ways hidden.
Experience, within mental health and as an operations manager and within other various constructive fields of learning, I can often manipulate the direction of an interview. I can disarm and charm the hostile or unfriendly.
I had two interviews today. I quickly remembered how to conduct myself after a six month hiatus of late nights and incoherent drunkeness watching the world from my porch...or should I say, perch.
Truth is, I am not very good at the games people must play in order to work in the world of business...not good at it, in the sense that I am often in conflict with how things are. I don't like having to walk in a world of machiavellian court. I am good at it, but I don't like it. Makes me feel a little dirty.
awww shit. here I go again...or maybe not. One will see.

Comments

Rowan said…
good news at last eh? Go you charmer you!
12:00 PM
alix said…
good luck tao!
i've bs'd my way into more than one job, but always had the goods, too.
hope things turn around soon...for all of us!
4:55 PM
{illyria} said…
good luck! incidentally, leos and introversion don't work well together. but maybe you got on a speed bump along the astrological calendar. either way, you rock.
1:40 AM
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