Count for nothing.....

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Everyone has experienced a breakdown in relationships....Various reasons; some warranted, some not. Some without reason, leaving you to pick and repick your brain as to the whys and why nots.

Regardless, for whatever reason...and there are many, I have always been the one that reaches out, keeps the peace; the mediator, the healer. My door, always open and me, the one who knocks on other doors, being there for whoever may need me.

Like a raisin, this grape has dried up.

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Rowan said…
you need to be selfish for once.
I am going thru a similar thing....hence I blog... :)
I whine about lots, but i give and rarely take....people like us should all get together and go on holiday...
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